This was a bad choice and you’re a worse friend

By Paola Martell

i’ve been making bad decisions this summer

i know it’ll all end in a total bummer
i miss being at home, i miss being friendless
because nights like these make me too careless
i kissed him and i wish i hadn’t
i did it again and he was bad at it
i should start thinking
because then it just won’t sink in
my friend keeps judging me behind my back
i do this to forget the love i lack
she called me a kissing slut
and i brushed it off but felt like someone shot me in the gut
i don’t wish i was friendless or alone
i wish you weren’t such a condescending tone
this summer will end
and i realize my choices were bad but you were an invalid friend

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